The head and the heart work together

My blog is personal. And kind of cheesy. But that's me. I'm a sentimental guy. And this post will tell you why.

I have a big heart. And I show it any chance I can. But it's not just my heart that makes me love people as much as I do. My thoughts and mind do a lot too.

I think so much. Sooo much. Up to the point where it might be too much. But the reason I do, is not because I think about the philosophies of the world or make a new equation to save the world. I think of people, and what they are going through and their lives.

I honestly care so much about people. I'm not your average guy. I could sit and listen to people's problems all day and love it because I feel like I'm helping them in a way. I always can tell when someone is having a hard day or isn't their selves and I want to try my best to help them out. I hate disappointing people. I always love to be around people and just have a good time with them.

This gift I have, I feel like a lot of guys don't have. None of my friends think the way I do or notice a lot of the things I just described. And to be honest, I am glad. Because it makes me feel special and I feel a better connection with people than usual. But sometimes this gift can be a curse. I have been hurt so many times by people (mostly girls) but they will never know how much they've hurt me or what I'm truly feeling. They don't think like I do. But I always wish they do. I am a soft guy and I hope that'll come in handy one day. But right now, it has been a burden. I want to just find a girl that I can fully trust. That I can say anything to, and she'll understand. And someone that will show her love towards me and just be like me, thoughtful and sentimental.

I know I have been kind of complaing in this post and now you all think I am a softie, but hey, think what you want. I can be hard on the outside and tough, but once you come into my life, you'll realize how much I care about you. If you ever become close to me or someone that I think is important to me, or we'll go even farther and say that I am in love with, you bet your bottom dollar that ill do everything I can to treat you right. And that's not just my head talking, that's my heart to.